What u all are seeing above is 2 great gifts from my beloved sis....happy that she is back from KL(at last) although not long........cos we are one family..............small gifts but is the thought that count right???
Headache is with me now as I am posting my blog....definition of family, anyone??? To give, to take, to accomodate and to LOVE!!! Well, I may be self centered at times when I dont realise it but I am always ready to change and be a better me. However, I somehow think that the new me now is willingly to give in more and to be more low profile.....Why? This is a word that is lingering in my mind right now......I have 2 great sis, loving husband, 3 great kids.....but where did my great mum go??? Everyone has been stopping me to stay with her cos of her "NICE" temper but I go ahead. I love her and she is the only parent that I have now so I want to treasure her the most. Sad to say, we gave her the road to wealth and fortune but maybe she did not reciprocate at all.
Ppl may say that I am sensitive and too paranoid but from these few months which I have been trying to accomodate her cos I know she is working hard and doing our laundry(which she volunteer cos she dont want us to mess up her routine), but it is like making things worse!!! Having not talk to us when she is at home and the only thing we do is stay out of reach from her, maybe she does not want to see us at all....but what i realise is not only the case.....when we are out, she is pretending to be so friendly to us out of the sudden............OH MY GOD!!! What happen??? U all can say that "Hey!!! She is ur MUM", dont pass these kind of bad remarks , but what I am stating here is totally TRUE!!! I am telling everyone SHE IS MY MUM, biological MUM....why must she always sound so hostile and behaving like I wanted to extort MONEY from her......I can tell the whole world, I AM NOT and I AM NOT HARD UP AT ALL!!!
Fancy ignoring my hubby since we moved in is not what an adult should do....the way she speak and the way she behave is simply drifting us apart.........why like this??? I can tell her off but what is the point??? I dont know how long I can tolerate and I also dont wish to put my sis in the sandwich.............being treated like that to me is totally painful and sad.................What is she thinking and what have I done to offend her???
I REALLY DONT KNOW AND I DONT WANT TO KNOW!!!
MY SUNDAY IS TOTALLY RUINED BY HER AND THATS MY MUM!!!
